Jul 31, 2014
@ 12:49 am
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"All my ex-girlfriends are Asian."

If you’ve ever come across this charming come-on, you’ve probably been exposed to yellow fever

For her full rant watch the video here.


I hate it when ppl say I have yellow fever. Like what the fuq?!

Yes I’m Asian-American, and I prefer dating Asians or Asian-Americans. I get along better emotionally and personally with Asians, even better with Asian-Americans.

I never pictured myself seriously dating a white girl. Maybe, I’ll date her for a while, but my expectations of seriously dating a white girl aren’t so high. Probably bc I’ve been disappointed by seeing white gay girls amazed by my ex and I at clubs, and telling us to make out in front of them. (And this is SF)

They talk shit about my parents parenting and saying they’re traditional and conservative bc they’re Asian and Asians don’t think progressively. Fuq, I know that they are Asian, and immigrants to this country, and they struggled learning English, and worked from the bottom w nothing. Having Asian parents can be tough bc of culture clash, language barrier, and generation differences. You only complain about your parents bc they don’t understand you bc they’re old.

And lastly, I’ve heard and witnessed subtle Racism among interracial couples. Shit, my sister experiences them from time to time. Idk how she deals w it. I would’ve dumped their ass in a flash.

So, no fuqers I don’t have Yellow fever. I’m an Asian-American who prefers dating Asians or Asian-Americans, bc I prefer a relationship where we can understand each other’s struggles through similar experiences and. bond together through our culture.

(via goatlovr)


Jul 31, 2014
@ 12:28 am

Tarot readings

I went to get a reading done w my friend while we were in Hongdae.

Readings were freakishly accurate. Like so accurate.

To be successful, I gotta be emotionally stable. They correspond. She said right now it’s the hardest for me financially, but it gets better within a month or so. But if I want to succeed, I needa focus on my job and success and be emotionally stable. I can’t jumble my love life and work at the same time. In order to be successful, I needa put my love life on hold.


Jul 31, 2014
@ 12:08 am
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Met up w a girl from okC. Think she’s the second person in Korea I met thru OkC. First experience was awesome. That’s how I met my best friend in Korea. (Ppl can be just friends from OkC. We are proof of that).

Anyway, So I decided why not, she was willing to come to hongdae from Incheon. She’s only been in Korea for 3 weeks. Grabbed a beer at Magpie, hopped over to monster pizza, then Thursday party for a beer and later ended up at Oktoberfest while walking towards the station.

She’s pretty cool. Cute and nerdy. Idk maybe a little too awkward nerdy for me. Found out we studied the same major which is hella rare and she was in the Peace Corp. Wha?? Pretty amazing.

Ended up at my place last night bc we missed the train, so I offered her a place to sleep. She left this morning.

Trying to live my single life again.

Oh, still jobless.


Jul 29, 2014
@ 12:24 pm
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I went out to work out and suddenly my heart was beating very fast. I couldnt catch my breath even after almost half an hour. Yes, I have heart problems but it’s usually okay. 

The gym is next to my ex’s and my old job’s place, so I texted her if she was busy hoping she could take me to the ER or something. But she said she was out. When I texted her my phone was at 5% and died. I didnt have much with me and I didnt know what to do. Eventually I took all my strength and got home and pass out. My floor is a mess because I dropped everything before I passed out. 

The first time I went to the ER because of this is because I was under a lot of stress with school AND maybe also bc I found out my ex kinda cheated on me/ or slept with someone I despised so much and still do. 

The 2nd time was when I was under a lot of stress with work AND maybe also bc my excoworker and I decided that we should stop seeing each other. I think she found a guy, but I was okay with it because I didn’t want to be with her and she knew. 

Now this time, I’m under a lot of stress because I dont have a job AND maybe also because I broke up with my ex.

Oiii, I think mental and emotional stress take a toll on me forreals seriously

Edit. After I checked my phone, she was constantly texting me. And well, yes life is more than just getting a gf. I agree. But the process to get a grasp of everything is pretty mind boggling and stressful.


Jul 29, 2014
@ 12:17 pm
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Shady? Overthinking?

Anyone else think this is weird. The ex made a new instagram account and obviously I’m not friended. She has her old one and all our pics still there, but she made a new one with who knows what?

I mean, I did that. But that’s because I was getting over my first ex and didnt feel like seeing all her pictures of her and her new boo and her self-improvement progress. Like everything she wanted to do and I fuqing encouraged her to, she started doing after we broke up. I wasn’t holding her back or anything.  and I moved to Korea. 


Jul 29, 2014
@ 9:35 am
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Kiss her. Slowly, take your time, there’s no place you’d rather be. Kiss her but not like you’re waiting for something else, like your hands beneath her shirt or her skirt or tangled up in her bra straps. Nothing like that. Kiss her like you’ve forgotten any other mouth that your mouth has ever touched. Kiss her with a curious childish delight. Laugh into her mouth, inhale her sighs. Kiss her until she moans. Kiss her with her face in your hands. Or your hands in her hair. Or pulling her closer at the waist. Kiss her like you want to take her dancing. Like you want to spin her into an open arena and watch her look at you like you’re the brightest thing she’s ever seen. Kiss her like she’s the brightest thing you’ve ever seen. Take your time. Kiss her like the first and only piece of chocolate you’re ever going to taste. Kiss her until she forgets how to count. Kiss her stupid. Kiss her silent. Come away, ask her what 2+2 is and listen to her say your name in answer.

— Azra.T “this is how you keep her” (via fathomage)

(Source: 5000letters, via toolesbiantofunction)


Jul 29, 2014
@ 9:34 am
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A reader lives a thousand lives before he dies, said Jojen. The man who never reads lives only one.

— George R.R. Martin (via kushandwizdom)


Jul 29, 2014
@ 6:28 am
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I cannot express
how much I want to
hold you again
it just can’t be put
into words because
when you were in my arms
there was nothing that
needed to be said
but now that you’re leaving
too many thoughts
flood my mind as it races
to find the right ones
to convince you to stay.

Saving Her With Words and Broken Poetry (via ink-trails)

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Jul 29, 2014
@ 6:17 am
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I just don’t express my jealousy obviously. Bc I don’t wanna hover, and be insecure, and worry, and stress…

I just don’t express my jealousy obviously. Bc I don’t wanna hover, and be insecure, and worry, and stress…

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Jul 28, 2014
@ 10:34 am
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“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master…”

— Elizabeth Gilbert (via kushandwizdom)

Ooh damn